I haven't had much to say over the last year. I guess a lot has changed. Initially my blogged stopped because I was spending all of my time working on preparing for the MCAT. I took the test last september, but my 4 months of preparation was just not enough to get the grade I was expecting. Im not especially skilled when it comes to standardized testing, but I'm trying to hold on to the notion that the MCAT is an opportunity to demonstrate my growth since being in college, and that my previous weaknesses can be overcome.

I've began studying again. It feeling kind of like beginning winter training after a terrible race season. It like I'm excited to get past my pervious mistakes, but Im still nervous from them. I plan to take the test at the end of March. However this time I am taking a Kaplan course and I'm feeling much more prepared.

I am sensing a change in my attitude after reading over some of my previous posts, so hopefully my blog is something worth reading. I'm not sure how much I will contribute over the next couple months with all the med school preparation that I'm doing but I will try to use my study breaks to update.